"These are the end times"

Focus man, youre letting your mind wander. Theres a job thats gotta be done god dammit!
As I lay here shaking like a leaf from flu in the summer. I managed to quell the twitching to steady my hands for typing, Though I admit the shaking and twitching does see to sooth the pain Im feeling. Imagine every pain receptor in your body is on fire. thats my current status. with little exageration. It goes back as far as 4 am this morning


I awoke from the most vivid and lucid dream I had ever had. My body had been smashed by falling debris and had rendered me incapacitated. The typical situation really
Im dead anyway. Either time bleeds me out like a kiddie pool with a nail hole in the side
OR they remove the massive mounds of rubble keeping my insides......inside.
I awoke arms raised saying "god dammit just it happen already!"

only to have my vision come into focus and having Mr johnny cash starring me right in the face with extreme ominus overtones of death and the unknown.

I was convinced it had happend , after all the seering pain in my body had not expired.
I was mumbling , i couldnt decifer what, they sounded like words. I knew i was in the shitter when I saw the time. 409am the same bejesus time i awoke the last night or morning.

But I had a weapon with me this time, I noticed the morning before that the birds and animals all awoke at the same god awful time, as if it was a reveley to piss the human destroyers off. Well it worked. They chirped twittered sqwuaked and chattered till about 7 am. precisecly one hour before my scheduled alarm.


SO, i was on the bastards this time. If i could hold out till 7 i could fall back asleep and sleep later (being it the weekend) It worked. but for those few hours i laid in a hald sleep hald seizure quietly laughing to myself and wondering why had the god damned stones been removed.

Im tired the medicines kicked in and im done for oiw